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                                楚稼君嚎叫着扑向他，纪勇涛根本看不清眼前，只能感到腹部剧痛，一下，两下，三下——这个人将他按在车内外的边界，匕首捅刺了三下。其中有一刀显然刺进了紧要地方，纪勇涛的呼吸当场就变了，空气飞速从他的肺部流失，无法留在体内。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                他不得不死死抓住楚稼君的手，让那把刀留在体内，避免它被拔出来。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                楚稼君的眼睛充满血泪，像旋涡般像榨汁机般，往昔所有留在体内的柔软与希望全部被打得粉碎——他放弃了刀，把它留在纪勇涛体内，然后夺过那把卡壳的枪，枪口抵住男人眉心，疯狂扣动那不会射出子弹的扳机。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                然后，这个人像断了线的木偶，无力地逶在他的身上，血发如赤练缠身。趴在他的身上，楚稼君嚎啕大哭。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                他哭了很久，哭得精疲力竭。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                你知道了吗？

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                知道我为什么不杀你，为什么要留在爱呀河了吗？

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                求求你，说你知道吧。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                他疲惫地撑起身，发梢滴着血，垂在男人的脸上。纪勇涛的呼吸越来越艰难，每次空气进出肺部，都像是经过一个破碎的风箱。刺进腹部的刀太深，刀尖一直向上刺穿了左侧下肺叶。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                但杀意来得又那么快。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                纪勇涛把匕首从自己腹部拔出，刺向了他——楚稼君抓住了那刺向自己的刀刃，手指被刀刃割伤。那人本就半身悬空，此刻，身体从车内滑出，沿着公路边的斜坡滚落下山崖，消失在下方黑色的密林之中。

                                

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                                纪勇涛听见他尖叫，看见他想伸手拉住自己。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                但一切都太晚了。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

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                                因为黄金展的混乱，珠宝展在A市取消。但相比楚稼君的新闻，展会取消的消息在这座城市无声无息被淹没。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                爱呀河小区出了名，楚稼君用来藏肉的西餐厅，整条街都鬼气森森。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                大飞被邻居暂时接去照顾了，大概因为想主人，瘦了很多。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                纪勇涛回了趟老家。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                他被联防队的巡逻员发现倒在树林里，送去医院，被救回了一条命。回去后经历了持续一个月的停职调查，家中所有和楚稼君有关的东西都被带走了。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                在这之后，他回了一趟家。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                母子很多年没见过面，家里也知道了许飞的事。只有每天吃饭时，母亲和其他家人会和他坐在一张桌上，继父会带着碗坐到电视机前，边看电视边吃。母亲的另一个孩子似乎想和他讲话，但每次开口，父母很快就会把他弄去其他地方。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                纪勇涛经过了许飞的家，他只在很多年前来过这一趟，记忆中早已找不到那些关于家人的印象。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                他在老家只待了三天，然后提前买了票，吃完午饭后回了A市。母亲送他到家门口，问了他几句冷暖，两人就分开了。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                李宇找他吃饭，说了下周回岗位的事。现在查下来，确实是没有同伙嫌疑，只能说是严重失察；但看在他也在追击歹徒的时候舍生忘死，组织的意见是从轻处理，戴罪立功。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                纪勇涛：他是不是又作案了？

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                李宇：他应该是往浙江那边跑了。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                纪勇涛：他想去上海的。可能沿途抢，边抢边走。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                李宇：他给你来信了，你知道吗？

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                纪勇涛以为自己听错哦了。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                他停职期间，楚稼君沿途寄了好几封信回A市，内容在其他人看来很可笑，就是劝纪勇涛“念念旧”，丢下工作跟他跑。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                纪勇涛：我和他接触下来……

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                李宇：你们那个情况已经不是“接触”了。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                纪勇涛：……我和他住一起的这段时间，就有个感觉——他和这个世界没关系。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                纪勇涛：起初以为大学生一门心思读书所以读得和社会脱节了，后来想想，他根本不觉得自己是这个社会的一员，他没这概念，没钱了就抢，不爽了就杀。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                李宇：但他在这留了那么久。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                纪勇涛：因为他想变成其中一员。他不是那种被社会排挤出去的人，他是很小的时候被硬性力量剥离出去的人……其实要是……

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                他说到这，没有再说。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                食堂里，两人对坐着，沉默了一会儿。李宇点了支烟，烟雾缭绕，他说了句“太晚了”。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

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                                回岗前，上面还派了个科研任务下来。好像是省厅引进了一个高级人才，留洋回来的，学的是一门叫“心理学”的课，要让纪勇涛配合。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                单位里有传言，说这个科目就是研究精神病的，学成了还会读心……反正没怎么听说谁家孩子学过这个，神神秘秘的。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                来的是两个人，一个中年男人，带着个年轻学生。纪勇涛被叫去他们的办公室，男人推了推厚重的眼镜，把他的名字、年龄、生日、职位之类的基本信息，反复确认了好几遍。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                纪勇涛：为什么资料上有的东西还要确认啊？

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                男人：因为要知道你觉得你是谁。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                纪勇涛：啊？

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                男人：就是，纪勇涛，这是你父母，是外在世界加给你的身份。但排除这些，你希望你是谁？

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                纪勇涛：纪勇涛啊，不然呢？

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                男人：你不要对我们有什么敌意……

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                纪勇涛：不是，同志，你啥意思？我还能不是我？

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                男人：如果没有这个身份，你想成为谁？

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                纪勇涛笑了几声：有钱人。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                男人点头，在笔记本上记了下来。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                纪勇涛：等等。还能改吗？

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                男人：能。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                纪勇涛：……许飞的哥哥。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                男人：哪个许飞？

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                纪勇涛：大学生许飞。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                男人：不是楚稼君？

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                纪勇涛：谁家祖坟喷火能养那玩意儿？

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                男人：好，那你的弟弟许飞，他是个大学生，他长什么样？

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                纪勇涛：他……

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                纪勇涛发现，他脑海中的许飞，长了楚稼君的脸。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                他躺在椅子上，呆呆看着天花板。男人问：他如果不是楚稼君，就只是许飞，你愿意不要“纪勇涛”这个身份，要“许飞的哥哥”这个身份？

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                纪勇涛点头。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                男人：这个身份能给你什么？是人生价值？利益？还是……

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                纪勇涛：没什么，就家里多个人。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                男人：你家原本几个人？

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                纪勇涛：我一个。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                男人：那这个身份给你的东西，不叫“家里多个人”，叫“家”。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                纪勇涛用手掌盖住脸，低低笑了。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                男人：他想要什么身份？是楚稼君，还是许飞？

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                纪勇涛：他赖着不走，肯定喜欢许飞这个身份。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                男人：那他要的也和你一样。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                纪勇涛不说话，长长叹了口气。他叹气时，呼气声带着细微的杂音。楚稼君捅他的那三刀，最后一刀刺进左肺叶，以后可能伴有很多后遗症。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                他回了办公室。桌上蒙了一层薄薄的灰，连带那个相框也变得灰暗。纪勇涛把它拿起来，吹掉上面的灰，就这样看了很久。有同事经过，拍了拍他的肩：别多想，谁能料到啊这种事，没一个人看出来，不是你一个人的事儿。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                纪勇涛把相框丢进包里：我要走了。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                同事：啊？你不干啦？

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                纪勇涛：我带几个人去上海，他肯定会去那。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                他本来把狗接回家了，但因为出差，又要把它送去邻居家寄养；好像是不愿意被送走，大飞拼命跟着纪勇涛，不肯进别人屋，怎么拽项圈都不进，抱进去也马上冲出来。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                纪勇涛蹲在那，愁得没办法，最后为了任务，开了特例，让他把狗一起带去了。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                原本珠宝展准备在A市举办，楚稼君是有计划玩一把大的，也确实有人在打听他的计划，试图入伙。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                在沿海地区流亡一阵后，他进入了上海。刚好是1991年的一月，整座城市都弥漫着新年的气息。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                这一路上，他给纪勇涛去过信，甚至给他单位去过电话——因为纪勇涛家里电话没人接。那人几乎不回家，没发现家庭座机早就欠费了。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                一开始，对面的人采取怀柔，试图劝他自首；电话打多了，对面也烦了，留下一句“你要么就说你在哪，别有的没的就打电话过来”就把电话挂了。楚稼君就是想问问那人是不是还活着，怕自己下手重了。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                在火车站对面的咖啡店里，有两个人坐在他对面，都带着墨镜和帽子。他们好不容易约上楚稼君，打算三人组个队，上海今天下着雨，雨水在蒙灰的外玻璃上落下一道道明亮的血管。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                有个小道消息，据说在A市黄掉的日本珠宝展，会改在上海举行。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                对面的人在和他说话，但他就只看着手里的号码本，翻看着里面一个个号码。那些和纪勇涛有关的号码他都打过，却没有得到任何答复。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                后来甚至打去过纪勇涛的老家——接电话的是他的母亲，楚稼君还挺开心的：大姨好！

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                母亲还没反应过来：你是……

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                楚稼君：我是许飞啊，是他表弟，那你就是我大姨——

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                下一秒，伴随女声惊惧的抽气声，电话被挂断了。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                楚稼君回过神，合上手里的本子——那两人在喊他，他们是一对叔侄，原来在义乌那一带作案，最近打击很严，决定往浙江做一票大的，然后就收手做生意。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                楚稼君从前不是很喜欢这种“上岸人”，抢钱只是他们弄到钱的渠道，钱弄够了就收手了，改名换姓过日子。他没办法理解他们为什么会向往普通人那种日子，去单位工作，挨经理的骂，受气……在他的世界，只要有枪，为所欲为。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                但最近，他渐渐地有些转变了。他有了想要的东西——许飞的生活。楚稼君毫不在意这生活是从别人手里抢来的，反正都抢到手了，只要还能见面，他应该可以软磨硬泡，说通纪勇涛，把这个生活继续下去。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                楚稼君：我要组人我自己就能组，为什么要加进你们俩里头？

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                楚稼君：三七分，你们俩分那个三，我不还价。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                成究：现在查得越来越严，尤其是你在A市那边那么闹，那边连偷车的都快混不下去了！

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                楚稼君：几个偷自行车的关我什么事。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                成究：你一路往东南跑，沿途查得就更严。有个调查组，我听说就是从A市出发，来查你的，之前停在常熟那边查你抢储蓄所的案子，连带着几个在那混的人也被抓了。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                成究：这个调查组如果真的冲着你来，就这两天，就会到上海了。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                楚稼君打了个哈欠，没答话。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                成究的侄子一直坐旁边，话很少，眼神也有点呆滞，一直在旁边吃盒饭，吃得衣服上都是饭粒，好像智商有点问题。这人体型极大，宽胖得像一堵墙一样。比起楚稼君，这人显眼得吓人，反而把其他人衬得平平无奇。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                楚稼君：这个分成，不答应的话就不用商量了，我走了……

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                他起身离桌，但就在站起的瞬间，一股巨大的力量抓住他的腰，将他整个人都举了起来；这股大到不可思议的力量来自于这个胖子，楚稼君身在半空，根本挣扎不开。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                咖啡店里顿时起了惊惶，服务员还以为是客人吵架，还想过来劝；紧接着，伴随数声惨叫，胖子丢下了楚稼君，捂着小臂哀嚎——楚稼君用折叠刀刺了他。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                血色涌出，人群也从惊惶变成了恐惧，纷纷喊着“杀人了”往外跑。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                楚稼君落在地上，收起手里的折叠刀，跑向门口，打算尽快销声匿迹。火车站人来人往，有不少人注意到咖啡馆里的混乱，驻足观望。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                他本打算跑，随意往出口看了一眼；紧接着，他停下了脚步，呆呆看着火车站的出口。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                ——他看到了纪勇涛。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                起初，楚稼君以为自己看错了；纪勇涛是跟队友一起出来的，正在和本地接应的人说话。而且，他身边还跟着一条狗。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                他还想再看一会儿，突然，狗的视线转向了这边。大概是闻到熟悉的味道，大飞一下子兴奋起来，拼命地往这挣扎；纪勇涛担心它跟人群走丢，用力拉紧了牵引绳。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                到了上海之后，他们面临最大的难题是语言问题。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                普通话的普及在这一年还没有达到阶段性成效，同语系也许还好，像纪勇涛和楚稼君这样从小跟人四处跑，各地方言都能听能说。比较难的粤语和温州话，也因为办案数比较多，逐渐就学会了。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                可上海话完全听不懂，语速快，叠词多，莫名的多音字几乎每句都有，除了句末的“伐”，几个人折腾了半天，什么规律都没听出来。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                对面咖啡馆里似乎有人斗殴，他好奇地往那看了眼。大飞又开始兴奋了，对着某个方向叫个不停。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                同事：勇哥，好不容易说通了，我们先去招待所放东西，吃个便饭就开会。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                纪勇涛：地址给我，我先去遛个狗。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                同事：你知道怎么去招待所吗？

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                纪勇涛：跟地图啊。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                同事：那个……那个，小焦啊，火车站，就是，这个地方，离招待所，睡觉的地方，多远？

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                同事：啊？在虹……虹镇？勇哥他说在虹镇。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                纪勇涛想，从火车站走去虹镇，能有多远啊，遛狗去了。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                和A市比起来，上海的色彩更灰些，倒是路口有几家夜总会，其他地方没啥灯光。马路边，几个老头笑话浦东江边那个新挖的“大坑”：侬看那张设计图伐，在黄浦江边上面插一根糖葫芦，有毛病伐，想伐出到辰光造出来是额撒么子……

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                ——好像上海最近在黄浦江边造个很奇怪的建筑物，被人说像个缺了球的糖葫芦。他看了眼街边的工程宣传图，真的挺像的。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                天晚了，路边没什么人，等过了八点，人最多的就是歌舞厅、录像厅和夜总会。沿海一带最近有个叫“卡拉OK”的时髦玩意儿，单位里的年轻人想下次去联谊。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                他牵着大飞转了圈，买了点东西和水给它。难得来一次，本来想去四处看看的，楚稼君原来想过去淮海路和南京路，想去逛第一食品百货。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                离商业街越远，灯光就越稀疏。他借着一处路灯看地图，看清自己和目的地的距离时，纪勇涛不禁骂了一堆脏话。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                出租车很少，而且贵。出外勤时，出差津贴都交给一个同事来保管了，他身上就十几块钱。纪勇涛和狗坐在路边，纠结怎么找到夜公交线路。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                突然，一只手从旁边伸过来，递过来三张百元大钞。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                他怔住了，转头看那人。昏暗路灯下，楚稼君带着一脸期待的微笑，大飞高兴地扑到他背上，拼命舔他的脸。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                楚稼君：打车吧，晚上公交很少的。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                纪勇涛想动手，但那人另一只手握着枪，枪口对准了他。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                楚稼君：我的枪可不会卡壳。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                他用枪死死顶着纪勇涛，逼迫男人站起来，隔着路灯灯柱，都只能看见对方的半张脸。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                楚稼君：我知道你们出差有每日津贴，很少的，这点钱不多，你拿去。我现在比较困难……

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                纪勇涛根本不等他说完，试图从侧面擒拿住他握枪的手；两人的身影灵活地绕着灯柱对峙，楚稼君勉强躲开了。

                                

                        

                        

                        

                        

                                楚稼君：我以后会给你更多的，你稍微讲点道理好不好？


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